Just Life

Well not much has changed since my last blog. I am still feel "off track" with things. I cannot seem to get motivated to get everything done that needs to be done.

I am still trying to get settled into our new house. I have done a lot; but not everything that I want or need to do. I guess I am just the type of person that wants everything to be done now. I know that isn't realistic; but that is just how I am. I am setting myself a goal to have everything done in two weeks....that includes having the bonus room unpacked, the living room complete, curtains hung, guest room done, and taking out the recycling.

I also need and want to find myself a job. I think it would do me some good to get out of the house. I need time to socialize with other adults. Not to mention, it would be nice to have that extra cash. It seems our extra spending money seems to be going pretty quick these days. You do not realize all the extra expense of moving into a new house until you do it.

On top of the house & trying to find a job, I have been contemplating having major surgery. It has been something I have been thinking about for a while now. It is something my OB in Mississippi had recommended I do after I had a child (thinking I would get prego quickly after my lupron depot shots). Sadly, with a second opinion, & going past my *one year window of opportunity*, children are not really an option for me. Now that I have come to terms with that, I think it is time for the surgery. I am tired of being in horrible pain each month; and I know if I do not have surgery, the endo will keep spreading. It is a major decision though & something I need to pray about. So...if you are reading this, please say a prayer for me.